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We live in a world, with billions of people co-existing with us. I would like to think, language, war, history, politics, technology, space, created by all of us, helps us listen to each other. And I mean, truly, listen to each other. Everyone is flawed, pretending, making mistakes, hurting others, being hurt, judged, shamed, bullied, celebrated, loved, hated. Standards, structures, deadlines, routines, chaos, destruction. And there is also beauty, nature, destiny, stories, c

I was at the gym today, going through my upper body routine. I'm really weak in my upper body, so training my arms and shoulders was literally testing every patience and strength in my body. While I was going through the sets, this thought popped into my head. "You are what you consume". Growing up, we have all gone through pain and hardship, but just because it might not be hapenning anymore, does not mean you have genuinely overcome it. Life, although occuring through days,

When we think of our lives, we sometimes forget the bigger picture. We get so consumed, so overwhelmed with the daily pressures, we end up forgetting why we get to experience our life. As we grow older, the things that have happened to us start to make sense, but they don't exactly provide answers or make things easier for us. Putting things away, avoiding problems, worrying about the future, comparing yourself to others, insecurities, attachment, fear, doubt, judgement, isn'

Maybe, you are exactly what this world needs. We see all the horrible things happening in the world around us, and sometimes it really breaks our spirit. We have all made mistakes, we all have regrets, big and small, and we're all really scared and anxious about everything. And all of this is valid, there is a valid reason for us to give up and live as the second best version of ourselves, trying to stay upright and defensive. But, what if, even your fragmented flawed soul, i

The thing about you and me is that, we are tragically confined by the pressures of everyday life. Its stresses, anxieties, traumas, fears, slumps, and inevitably, comes death. We are slowly losing a bit of ourselves everyday. I'm not the same as I was five years ago, and I'm not sure I'll even remember this day when I look back at my life. However, some things keep you and me connected, always. Our dreams, our thoughts, our unlimited potential. Sure, we keep falling, we keep

I put so much pressure on myself. This need, to have everything figured out and make some sense of why it all happened the way it did, and why I'm not handling it like I am expected to. Everyone's trying to look beautiful, but, you know what I learning? Life, is ugly, just as it is beautiful. Hard work, is ugly. Faith, is ugly. Fighting for your life, is ugly. Humans, and this system that we built, is ugly. And, it is okay to want to be beautiful, I'm not saying there is noth

Today is 28/01/2026, which might have no meaning in the endless days that have contributed to the 16 years of my life. If it's safe to say, today will probably be forgotten in the endless days yet to come to make up my total life as a big beautiful picture, filled with thousands of days and millions of hours symbolising tiny brushstrokes of colour, gradients of emotion, memories of people, school, failure, if my whole life was ever transformed into a painting. All so little a